Achievement unlocked: bottoming

Sex on Tuesday

Chris Cox_online

Out of pure desperation, I bit his pillow, already littered with imprints of my despair, begging for some form of relief. I hoped that by inflicting any miniscule amount of pain on this inanimate object of comfort, I could somehow escape the penetrative force threatening to consume me from behind.
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Coming out in Costco

Sex on Tuesday

As an imaginary lamp cooked my face, the question I’d been dreading my whole life, (that let’s be real, was probably overdue), finally escaped Momster’s mouth: “Christopher, are you gay?” Cue the resulting procession of tunnel vision, hyperventilation and tears. Naive-closeted-me never expected Costco to be the stage where I
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‘Yeah I luv dem strippers’

Sex on Tuesday

Sometime in my first few months of dancing, an older dancer took me aside and told me to “carry myself like a mediocre white man.” In other words, act as if everything I did was magical, world changing and definitely the best thing to happen to anyone around me. It
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Rescuing Ruby

Sex on Tuesday

Ruby is one of those coworkers whose life endlessly perplexes me. When I first started at my club, I recognized her as one of the veteran dancers — her sales skills are a force to be reckoned with. It was also clear to me that she had a few illegal
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Dicks (uncut)

Sex on Tuesday

Right before this semester started, I came home from a trip to Iran to find my aunt in early labor. Excited to see her have her first child, I threw myself into helping in any way possible. Many lost hours of sleep later, she gave birth to a perfectly healthy
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Whites need not apply

Sex on Tuesday

I met Kelli and Ashley a week before San Francisco pride. Kelli was originally just attracted to my stage show, but when she saw the small upside-down triangle tattooed on my right hip, she just had to get a private dance. She wheedled Ashley into joining her for a couple’s
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Girls are just better at it

Sex on Tuesday

Jake and I met about 4 a.m., an hour before my shift ended. He was witty, confident and stupidly hot — a refreshing change from the usual sleepy-but-too-drunk-to-leave after-hours crowd. We joked around for a minute, and then his buddy suggested that we get a dance before their group left.
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We all just wanna have fun

Sex on Tuesday

It was an excruciatingly slow Monday night. I took one look around the empty main floor and moseyed upstairs to our VIP section to see if any prospective money bags were hiding next to the bar. That’s when I saw Alvin, sitting alone, looking unamused. I approached him a little
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Pay for your porn

Sex on Tuesday

My friend looked exhausted. She was staying with me for a few days and had just finished shooting for Insex. Wrapping herself in a fuzzy blanket and pulling a mug of tea to her chest, she started to talk about her work day. Electra Rayne had spent nine hours in
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Crime and punishment

Sex on Tuesday

Toni was a tiny woman. At 4 feet and 10 inches, she barely came up to my shoulders, even while wearing her seven-inch heels. She worked at my club for a few weeks, always getting ready in the same spot in the ever-chaotic dressing room. Nobody knew much about her
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