‘Yeah I luv dem strippers’

Sex on Tuesday

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Sometime in my first few months of dancing, an older dancer took me aside and told me to “carry myself like a mediocre white man.” In other words, act as if everything I did was magical, world changing and definitely the best thing to happen to anyone around me. It
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Rescuing Ruby

Sex on Tuesday

Ruby is one of those coworkers whose life endlessly perplexes me. When I first started at my club, I recognized her as one of the veteran dancers — her sales skills are a force to be reckoned with. It was also clear to me that she had a few illegal
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Dicks (uncut)

Sex on Tuesday

Right before this semester started, I came home from a trip to Iran to find my aunt in early labor. Excited to see her have her first child, I threw myself into helping in any way possible. Many lost hours of sleep later, she gave birth to a perfectly healthy
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Whites need not apply

Sex on Tuesday

I met Kelli and Ashley a week before San Francisco pride. Kelli was originally just attracted to my stage show, but when she saw the small upside-down triangle tattooed on my right hip, she just had to get a private dance. She wheedled Ashley into joining her for a couple’s
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Girls are just better at it

Sex on Tuesday

Jake and I met about 4 a.m., an hour before my shift ended. He was witty, confident and stupidly hot — a refreshing change from the usual sleepy-but-too-drunk-to-leave after-hours crowd. We joked around for a minute, and then his buddy suggested that we get a dance before their group left.
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We all just wanna have fun

Sex on Tuesday

It was an excruciatingly slow Monday night. I took one look around the empty main floor and moseyed upstairs to our VIP section to see if any prospective money bags were hiding next to the bar. That’s when I saw Alvin, sitting alone, looking unamused. I approached him a little
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Pay for your porn

Sex on Tuesday

My friend looked exhausted. She was staying with me for a few days and had just finished shooting for Insex. Wrapping herself in a fuzzy blanket and pulling a mug of tea to her chest, she started to talk about her work day. Electra Rayne had spent nine hours in
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Crime and punishment

Sex on Tuesday

Toni was a tiny woman. At 4 feet and 10 inches, she barely came up to my shoulders, even while wearing her seven-inch heels. She worked at my club for a few weeks, always getting ready in the same spot in the ever-chaotic dressing room. Nobody knew much about her
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Rich and white (passing)

Sex on Tuesday

I hop out of the shower at 6 p.m., put in green contacts, curl my bleached blonde hair into loose Victoria’s Secret waves and start my make-up for the night, being sure to not draw too much attention to the shape of my eyes and fullness of my lips. When
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Payment does not negate consent

Sex on Tuesday

He’s a white man in his 40s, a professor at Georgetown University and is just aggressive enough to come off as suavely assertive. He tries to touch my ass, only to get his hand slapped away with a playful “You have to pay to touch that, sweetheart.” We chat for
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