Dear Robert,
Despite myself,
I’m worried.
Please come back.
Dear Margaret,
Don’t worry.
I know
enough to sail these seas.
I will find
the paradise of old,
the end of all death
that is the end of all life
and I will bring it
to humanity.
Dear Margaret,
I’ve taken a wrong turn.
But the crew trusts me;
I don’t know
who I can trust in turn.
The ship will sail on.
Dear Margaret,
I’m lost.
But I cannot turn back.
Dear Robert,
I do not need this paradise.
Save yourself
and return, my dear brother.
Dear Margaret,
Do you hate me sometimes
for worrying you.
I hate myself sometimes.
I wish you wouldn’t worry.
But I guess I’m a selfish person
because I wish you’d continue to
love me anyway.
Don’t worry.
I will find
the paradise of old,
the end of all death
that is the end of all life
and I will bring it
to humanity.
And despite myself,
I am determined.
I will not turn back.